Just got the envelope today. Thanks norcal, it was delivered separately; I didn't even think of that.
We were refused ILR. We were instead granted Limited Leave to Remain on a Discretionary Basis until 11 January 2015. The actual wording from the letter is:
It is noted that you fined [sic] in the USA in 2008 (a fine is considered unspent for 5 years under the Rehabilitation of Offenders Act.) Therefore you fail to meet the requirements that an applicant must not have one or more unspent convictions within the meaning of the Rehabilitation of Offenders Act 1974.
We are not entitled to appeal the decision because we still have leave to remain.
I don't even know how to explain how I feel about this. I am so disappointed and frustrated. Without ILR, I can't go to college here in 2013 like I planned, to get a PGCE. I don't qualify for citizenship in a year either. I was happy that we were applying now, before they raised the fees astronomically and made it even harder to get ILR, or did away with it altogether, and now we're stuck with a "probationary" leave until 2015. Honestly, I don't even know what Limited Leave to Remain means for us. It says I can still work, and go back and forth abroad, but if I am absent more than two years I will have to apply all over again. It says we are permitted to use NHS, Social Services, and other services provided by local authorities - does this mean we are allowed to use public funds? If we are allowed to do that, why can't I qualify as a resident for university fees?
I just feel so awful about it all now. I could literally kill the friend who was riding in my car without her flipping seatbelt in 2008. Before that my last offense was 2005.