Feeling Weird today

Maybe lack of sleep, and thinking to or over thinking...  finished my documents and will setup my appointment Monday online,
Yes i miss my wife, and i just don't feel right today..has nothing to do with anything..
It's thanksgiving here in Canada/Toronto. family is in Australia and maybe its loneliness..or lack thereof in tiredness. I really want to be in the UK with family (wife)
I will just go out and do some photography like i always do ..Street shooting take my mind off things...
Just came back on September 6, 2015 from a marriage Visa..Oh Well really missing her...

I hope the photography, or whatever you found to do, helped ease your odd feelings. It is completely natural for holidays to make missing loved ones feel all the more real and even overwhelming. I hope your paperwork and interview all fly by and you are together with your wife soon.

Yes Tamamoo, i think just got overwhelmed, did some street shooting and also spoke to my wife who feel the same way..as for the paper work just need to setup my BRP and send my papers to Sheffield, Praying everything works out and having been there 3 times from 1-3 each of the times and come back without overstaying..is a god thing also having my own insurance (Health) is good.

It is easy to get overwhelmed when you love someone so much, and you know your getting to be together is in someone else's hands. Fortunately, that is something we don't have to worry about until 2022, with hubby's permanent resident card. It sounds to me, though, from what you've said about being there before without overstaying, having your own insurance, etc, all should be a breeze.

Thanks TamaMoo...yes i hope it goes well...pray for it everynight.

It is odd how the times apart feel like forever (and ever), but once you are together again, looking back you see just how strong you were and how time actually moved at a normal pace.

I think the nervousness / missing a loved really takes a toll on the mind, the first time i came back in April after being  there since December left december 1, 2015..i lost a lot of weight just thinking about her..we would talk and Andrea would just break down.. and it trickled down to me being really unhappy and sad, they say when searching  for a soul mate it can lead you to whole new world. but life can also be rewarding..and i love it..After the marriage i could have stayed the whole 6 mths right till december 22, 2015..but why, it would have torn us inside..so i left 2 weeks after the marriage to put my settlement visa in, Glad we both agreed on this..Leaving 3 days before Christmas..lordy...

I feel Sorry and really do  for the honest lovers who are trying real hard to be with their spouse, unfortunately this system hopefully weeds out dishonest people..

Also my Photography lets me be in another time with nature and street..It helps me concentrate for those moments in time..l am  actually designing a new website wahooooo


https://500px.com/eddywaddel


can see my site ...enjoy

Yep, leaving that close to Christmas would have been even harder. All the suffering makes the being together so much more rewarding, but you'd think even needing to weed out the dishonest people, there could be an easier way.

I had a peek at your photography. You really do have an eye for capturing life in so many aspects. I love the old rusted truck. So honest, so simple, yet so beautiful for the service it gave to someone.

TamaMoo, to be quite honest...NO..but if justice is served for me and the like's of others trying to be honest ..Absolutely. There is nothing better then doing the right thing it makes you feel good. I hope there is an easier  way ...actually my thinking would be there is..but again money counts for a lot of things.. before it even comes to light Governments would need need to take police themselves here... In canada we had  a few issues with high names travelling on our tax money am talking plane rides for hundred thousands of dollars and blatantly lie about it..if we voted them in we should be able to kick them out no matter what, some leave with pensions..i find that a disgrace to us..But i am just a small voice in a vast wilderness..

Thanks for looking at my site..

also i have my appointment next thursday form my settlement visa..so this weekend must get my documents in order..