I have only 24 days left until my british boyfriend gets here and hopefully we'll go back to the UK together in August! (I don't know whether to call him my boyfriend or my fiance! Lol, we plan on getting married, but I don't have a ring. But I don't WANT a ring. I hate the word fiance anyway. Heh.)
I'm just so excited to think that after 24 days are done, we can be together indefinitely, which is all I really want! It's all I've wanted since the first 11 days we spent together. Its become my mission, my focus, and now that I think of it, I'm a little worried I'll feel lost with nothing to focus on once we're together.
Well, I can and will focus on him. I dote on him like crazy; I never doted on anyone in my life. I was married before and didn't even want to bring my ex-husband a glass of water! I thought I was just an independant person, then I met Dom and found out what its like to be in love.
I think the focus thing is silly actually. There are plenty of options: focus on getting adjusted to an all-the-time relationship; getting adjusted to a new country and culture; getting a job (lol); getting prepared for going back to school eventually; my new health and fitness obsession...
Excuse me for extroverting, I'm just so excited!!!
