Feeling a bit down lately

I have been missing my boyfriend Jamie so much lately. I seen him 4 months ago for 2 weeks which was wonderful, but now I am feeling almost like I am homesick for him and the UK. It's the weirdest feeling and I hope I get over this funk soon. I was planning on going back in September but luck have it I lost my job and am having a hard time finding work again with a little less than half of the plane ticket money saved. He said he would  also like to help me pay for part of my ticket if I don't find a job soon; which is very sweet of him to offer and he would love it if I could stay for at least 4 months if not forever lol. It's just tough to hear those words and not know for sure exactly when I will see him face to face again.

At least we talk on Skype all of the time, but I would love to just hang out with him and give him an actual hug and kiss instead of a virtual one.  Plus with all of the festivities of the 4th of July with all of the couples cuddling together made me wish he was here even more. He was supposed to come over at the end of the month but  luck be it for him he graduated with a first class degree and no job offers. I would have loved to see him graduate! It's such a big accomplishment and I just want to be there to support him. 

hrm... that made me feel a lot better. It's hard to talk about this with my friends in town here and it's hard for me to get in contact with my friends in the UK; plus my mom doesn't really approve of me being in a ldr but that's another story for another time. Non-the-less my friends have not experienced what it feels like to be in an ldr. I just hope I get over this feeling it's been getting me down lately. 
Thanks for listening. You guys are the best!
-Kim

I hope you are feeling better today and you find a job soon!

I'm glad posting has helped...I hope you and your bf both find good jobs soon!  Worrying about finances makes any relationship harder, especially a long-distance one.

Thank you so much for the lovely comments. Worrying about finances is tough on the relationship but at least we're getting through it. I do have to admit I am feeling a lot better today then I have been. I think things will pick up soon.  I got a few really good freelance jobs coming up so hopefully that will boost my spirits once I get paid.  

Just wanted to say hello glad your feeling a little better, I just came back from the US two weeks ago it seems like a lifetime ago now  so know how your feeling, good luck with the jobs.