Hey everyone, just needed somewhere to turn again. Ive been inthe UK with my gf agai visiting for past 15days and leave tomorrw. Once again the unsettling feeling in my stomach/heart has returned. Im staying as positive as i can, but knowing whats around the corner...well there are no words for it i dont believe..just horrible. We been seeing each other every2 months which has been nice. Separating def isnt getting easier, i know it wont. I never want to leave her again, i know i have to, just a horrible gut wrenching feeling. Knowing these next months i will have to grow in her abscence is unbearble at times. Sorry for the vent, just a low time. Wish the end was in sight somewhere.
