The waiting is killing me!

I couldn't agree more.  I have two more months until my brit comes here to marry me.  We have two weeks together then hes back to the UK.  I am in the process of selling my business, car, other stuff, but the biggest wait is my dog and her blood test.  Six months from now.  Puts me into January 06 before I move for good.  So, next visit will probably be him coming here again around oct/nov to help me with stuff.  Then January will be the last time he picks me up from the airport.  The last time I am flying without him.  We met in Feb online, he came here five weeks later to meet me, we were HOOKED.  I just got home from my first visit there.  I love California, I love SF, I love the States, but Im ready to leave. 

I cry often, I have pulled away from my friends because they don't understand.  I don't like to make social chit chat anymore.  I work, go to gym, make dinner, hang with dog, and watch movies.  And I count the days until he gets here.  My heart feels like someone is jumping up and down on my chest, and I have butterflies breeding in my stomach. I cant' wait!  Just remember, each day that passes is one day closer to being together!!!

All the best!

I am so fortunate that my friends and family are so supportive and excited for me.  Everyone asks me for a count down, when is he coming again, how long till the wedding, etc.  We have a website/blog where we are updating everyone on our plans and that seems to help.  It helps us by giving us a place to say things we want to say about the whole process, and it helps family to feel like they are part of this whole adventure.

Tonight we argued about wedding stuff, but ended up making up and giggling at the end of it.  If only we could make up for real  . 

I miss him horribly.  September will not come soon enough.

There is, however, a possibility that I may have a project that will take me there over the next three months.  My manager sent me a resource request for someone to travel 50% of the time to the UK to do some training!!!  It's a long shot, but I hope it works out.  I may be able to choose my location and work at our Sheffield office which is right by him.  It would make the rest of the year INSANE with going back and forth, but I don't care.  We could be together more and that's all that matters in the long run.

Wishing you all the best.  It's so very hard to wait to be with the one you love.  It should be much easier, don't you think? 

~Liza

Lizanne - we recently argued over visa stuff, just how I do things differently than he does. We laughed about it later and I can totally relate to wanting to really "make up". I can't wait for that either.

I move in just 5.5 weeks and the wait is going to be blur by the time I get there, I know it. I am trying so hard to enjoy the time here before I go by spending time with friends and family, but in my heart and mind my focus is on my beloved. I'm just glad the wait is in the summer - the sun helps with the down bits a lot.