Every time I turn the TV news on now I end up with excruciating stomach pains within about five minutes, as the top stories are all about what Rump is doing. Prescription medication is only dulling it. So I've had to stop watching.
I had considered what to do if it came down to a situation where there was a viable protest. Would I go lock arms with protesters at the door of a church to keep large, armed young men in riot gear from going into it to drag off people whose only "crime" is wanting a better life? If I participated I could end up in jail. Just an old woman in jail. Not much would come of that - the soldiers would brush past us and do their dirty work anyway. But I don't have a job to lose or anything like that. It would be unpleasant, but temporary. Unfortunately, it would also do nothing, in real terms, to make the protested situation any better. I have discussed with the Daughter the bail process, though, as there is the remotest of possibilities she might need to know about it someday. [Cue the King Stalhman Bail Bonds theme here, for my SoCal friends.]
If I was religious (and not basically something between an atheist and a pagan) I'd pray or light a candle or something. If I was a Satanist I'd be throwing curses. Both options are as likely to do any good as me sitting in the slammer waiting to be a bit poorer for having the Daughter use my credit card to throw my bail. That is, no change to the situation at all. I really would like to think the Vatican will raise enough of a stink that it would blunt some of what is going on, but since they didn't during WW2 I hold minimal hope they will now. Although I do like the current Pope - anybody who used to be a bouncer at a bar can't be all bad! - he'll not be willing to risk annoying Rump and the Nazis.
Sometimes I wish I was famous for something, and that scores of people thought highly of me. Then at least hearing what I'd done might get them to thinking and, a remote possibility in today's culture, doing something of their own. But I'm not. I'm just an anonymous old lady who has read too much history and recognizes patterns more than most.
So the best I can do is wait for Spring, when I can go take my frustrations out on the soil with a turning fork and shovel. And not turn the news on anymore until then. I'll have to let my Daughter let me know if anything directly applicable is going on.
It's 80 years since they liberated Auschwitz: a place full of the souls of dead Catholics, intellectuals, gays, Romas, Jews, and political enemies of the state. My father was one of the US Army soldiers who liberated Hadamar, the euthanasia hospital where they killed even their own soldiers once they were no longer useful, as well as their ill and infirm citizens (and children). That's the one they would have put me in, had I been alive there and then.
https://adst.org/2014/11/a-soldier-uncovers-the-horrors-of-the-nazis-hadamar-camp/It's all not so far away from what is starting in this country now.
https://time.com/7002003/donald-trump-disabled-americans-all-in-the-family/God(s) help us all.
