I was an itsy bitsy little thing as a child, but started gaining weight in High School. I'm losing weight for myself because I long to feel comfortable in my own skin! Both my husband and I have a history of heart disease & heart attacks in our families- diabetes in my family, etc. But so far, so good. I've been spared any major illnesses except the annoyance of PCOS- which can be really helped by losing weight. (Also makes it harder to lose, but there ya go!) I, too want to shop in "normal" shops. I want to just throw clothes on and not think about it!
My husband and I have both changed our lifestyles by eating the right way and doing exercise! We're doing this for ourselves and for each other. We want to live a very long life together and also want to have a baby in the next year or so. So, I want to lose weight for myself. to better my chances of having a long life my hubby and to hopefully make it easier for me to get pregnant and get back in shape afterward.
I worry, though. It does seem that no matter how much I lose, I always seem to see myself as a big girl. I have to work on that, I think.
You all are an inspiration to me! Thanks for sharing your goals and your personal triumphs- it helps me so much to know that I'm not in this alone!
XJen