@jfkimberly, may I ask why you don’t want the booster? Genuine curiosity - no judgement!
It's kind of a long one, but what happened was this:
I had the first jab in February, and in the couple of days after, I was delighted that all I had was a bit of arm soreness. Then there was another 8-week wait for dose #2. One day I noticed that my normal activities were leaving me a little breathless and fatigued. This breathlessness started to go away a bit, but came back full force after the second jab. And it kept getting progressively worse, so I was using my oxygen more and more just to get through my days (I typically only have it when sleeping, so this was a bad time).
In May, we werestanding in the garden and I was huffing and puffing for breath and told my husband that my lungs were clear, so it didn't make sense and that it had to be my heart. I have moderate mitral valve regurgitation (historically referred to as "class II"), but it's been fairly stable my whole life, and I was so afraid that it had finally decided to get worse, right in the middle of the pandemic when I didn't feel safe going to hospitals, so I couldn't just pop down for an echo to check it out.
May was the worst of it. I struggled with everything. And I was so afraid this was the change in my energy and ability to cope with exertion that I've been taught to watch out for, when tricky surgical intervention would be needed... I thought I had heart failure due to my leaky valve.
But then the news came out about myocarditis related to the vaccines, and I thought, "Well, that would explain everything I'm feeling... maybe that's what this is..." No way to test it without going to hospital, but I felt emotionally
much better that there was another explanation.
In July my O2 nurse called and instead of declining the visit, I felt the exposure risk was warranted and I negotiated a safety protocol for her to come round. We had to wait until late August (it took that long because Respiratory is a hard-hit department), but from then until early October, it was a series of sorting out ABGs (I went to the hospital
twice), and home visits to see if I was recovering from everything.
I am happy to report that I am now back to my pre-vaccine baseline, again. Whatever was wrong with my heart seems to be sorted and I'm staying oxygenated on room air again. But I really don't want to risk going through all of that again. I thought I had heart failure. I thought I was dying. :/
On the plus side, my team
really wanted me to come in, and I wanted a spot check on my kidney, so I leveraged my cooperation for the extra blood draw. They did a full panel, and the only problems they spotted were with the ABG, so my kidney is still working fine.