I've been sitting here at work all day, trying not to cry and keep thinking I'm mad cos I don't know Heath personally! I'm glad to see I'm not the only one who's having a tough time accepting his death. What a tragedy :\\\'( Gonna go home and watch 10 Things...
same here but I've cried. I watched his family on tv last night and just balled. I really feel for them. I wish them all nothing but the best and peace.
It really breaks my heart that the media is stalking Michelle Williams and his daughter. Just let them mourn in peace. I mean I understand it's their job but sometimes being a good person and having a little respect should come into play. I'm really sad that so many stories are going around about drugs. I honestly don't think it had anything to do with illegal drugs or it was a suicide. I think he was exhausted and probably accidently took too many ambien. He recently said the Joker role had taken such a toll on him that he wasn't sleeping but 2 hours in a week (I believe it was a week). He said the role really got too him and kept him up, kept his brain awake and he couldn't stop thinking.
Ambien is a scary drug, I took it when I got back from England my last trip and I was so incredibly tired but couldn't sleep. After my mom gave it too me I literally saw purple elephants coming out of my wall, my bed was moving, the walls had weird shapes on them. I don't think it would NORMALLY do that if you'd had a normal sleeping pattern but I was up for over 24 hours and was extreamly exhausted. I will NEVER take it again.
Also, the pills that were "skattered" around his "naked" body arn't true. I just got done watching the police interview on CNN and they said the pills were in their prospective bottles and that he wasn't naked or on the floor.