I'm kinda hitting a wall here.
I got in touch with my doctor in the states and my medical records are being sent in the mail; hopefully they'll arrive shortly.
I went to my medical practice and saw a nurse practicioner to try to get a referral to a psychiatrist. I told her my situation and I was met with rudeness (at one point she was like "you're in the wrong country" because of my meds) and gave no help or support. I ended up crying in her office because I just felt so frustrated and lost.
I was also told that I would not be given any more Metformin for my PCOS because here in the UK women with PCOS are not cared for, are not given any treatment whatsoever until they are trying to concieve. So now I am not getting my two medicines I need!
So I came out vowing to NEVER go to that GP again and feeling like I wanted to go home
My next step is to find a new Dr here in the UK. Maybe they can help me more.
I just feel soooooo upset because the medication is here, buproprion is used as zyban here to quit smoking, but I need it for depression (wellbutrin) and I can't get a drug that I need. I don't know if I can contact someone else in the NHS, or if I can prove to anyone that I won't sue them by my medical records and maybe even signing something swearing I won't sue under any circumstances.
Some countries in the EU have adapted to use buproprion for depression with Glaxosmithkline. Welbutrin has been approved since the 80s by the FDA, why won't they use it here?! so of course the UK is being stubborn...I just want to feel better and have my medication.
And now what about metformin? The drug helps me metabolise sugar better and helps me from turning carbs into fat but use them instead. I feel since I have been on it it has helped me control my PCOS symptoms so much better than I could on my own.
I am terrified i will turn into what I was, if not worse. I was so un healthy, very very overweight, i was so depressed and fuzzy headed. I'll be a fat cousin It who can't get out of bed...

Please, any help, ideas, suggestions! Thank you!