I watch too many romantic movies!

I suppose she'll say she didn't see the costoms officer 'pepper spray' me at DIA just before I kissed her and had to walk away from her...to go back to England without her for the last time ever...?

Those nasty customs officers!  They'll do anything to be abusive, wont they?

Whats a good British word for crybaby??

HAHAHAHAHAH good British word for......hmmmmm someone's name came to mind LOL...I have NO room to talk I am a freaking mess for like 48 hours straight after we part...and still off for at least a week. BOO...

Josy hope your doing alright hun...I'm off guys "see" ya tomorrow...

An Alan? I will deal with you later ....

you two are so cute...just keep him in check Jamie lol

I will be alright eventually...

well I look forward to our conversation tomorrow...someone has to pick a good british word for us to use in conversation tomorrow

English word for crybaby is probably "WIMP" of which I am obviously not one, as the evidence proves....so until tomorrow....Goodnight!

I'm sorry I've missed everything. I just got home from work and caught up.

Oh no Josy! I really hope it's not as you think. Hugs to you.

How we doing this morning, Josy? 

Morning ladies...and man:) How you doing today Josy???

Hi Ladies,
I am doing ok...I have a course of action...I am going to wait about a week or so to see if he contacts me...and if I don't hear from him by the end of next week I will write a letter and send back the ring and then start to cancel the wedding plans...it all seems so surreal...and I am still hopeful that if he has time to think and without me talking to him he may contact me...if he wants to make up he is going to have to come over and visit...we shall see how it goes...But I look at it this way...if this is the end of the relationship I don't regret one single thing about it...I don't regret any of the five years...and I completely gave my heart to him...and he will always have it...there will never be another man for me...but I got to be with the love of my life for 5 years which is more then some people get in a lifetime...so I am trying to think positive....

Carey I cracked up last night though...I turned ABC Family or one of those channels on and there was that movie you were talking about with Sabrina the teenage which and AC Slater...I had never heard of that movie till you mentioned it yesterday...so it was nice to have something to make me laugh....

Still never heard alan admit to crying ...and that makes me sad lol

I am envious and proud of you that you can look at it that way, Josy.  I am hoping he will see the error of his ways, but if not, I am glad that you will be able to cope so well and cherish the memories you made together.

Are you sure that you don't want to send him an email telling him that stuff?  Tell him what he means to you and that you dont want to lose him, but if that is what he wants then you will find a way to manage without him?  It seems like, at the very least, he owes (and would want to give you) closure or an explaination... Is he usually one of those who avoids confrontation at all costs? Do you think he would really just NOT contact you ever again?

I spent all of last week sending him emails telling him how I feel and how much he means to me...I left him voicemails to that affect to ...I knew that he was upset about the visa refusal...and I sent him loads of emails letting him know how I feel and that I am there for him...but lately it seems like I have had to do this a few times since we have been separated. And in one of my last emails to him I told him that I am always the one trying to show him the positive side of the situation and that we will be together eventually and not to worry...and I told him this time it was up to him to show me that I meant as much to him as he meant to me...I told him he should come over and visit. He had to reschedule his visit from September. So I said why didn't he come over and we could discuss everything face to face...well he never responded to any of my emails so I thought we would discuss it on the phone last night. But he never answered...I am hoping that he couldn't be so cold as to just drop contact and never contact me again. I also think there is a part of him that thinks even if we break up we can still be friends...but I can't. I can't watch him fall in love with someone else...that would kill me more then this is...I am giving him time with no contact from me...it will give him time to think and then he can decide to contact me...if he doesn't contact me by the end of next week then I have his answer and apparently it means I didn't mean as much to him as he meant to me...

So I have to take the grown up approach...I love him and I loved him with everything I am and I am happy that I got to experience that...and I will never forget that. But now I have the rest of my life to live...a new type of adventure to begin...and a whole lot more romantic sappy movies to watch lol

Absolutely!  Good thing about sappy romantic movies - they are always around and you dont have to worry about looking ugly when you cry in front of them!

Oh and word of the day:  How about "toff"?  As in a posh, hoity toity person?  "David may come off as a bit of a toff to some people, but I love him anyway."

I love the word of the day...."toff" ...I will have to figure out a sentence to use it in....

LOL I asked David if he's been called a toff and after a bit of stammering, he admited that perhaps some people may think he is one. I knew it!

Josy, did you actually watch "Holiday in Handcuffs" last night?  Sooo lame, but strangely heart warming

I was going to watch it but then I decided I didn't want to see a sappy romance just yet so I watched "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" that was the perfect movie for me last night lol
I will watch the handcuff one again this holiday season I am sure lol...cause once a sap always a sap lol