For me, I'd focus less on the weight and how I feel. If I keep active and eat a relatively balanced diet, I wouldn't worry to much about the weight, TBH. For me, it's about a healthy lifestyle. There's just too much focus and pressure on that in society, especially for women.
That being said, I feel rubbish lately and have spent all my time in bed, so I know I feel cr*p. Hope to be back at it soon.