we're on an almost identical timeline for our moves over (i think i'm a day or two before you) and your post resonates SO much with what i'm feeling right now. throughout this process, i always had just one main worry/hurdle to focus on: first, it was getting my visa approved, then once that was approved, i worried whether i was making the right decision to move so far away just to move in with my boyfriend, then my boyfriend proposed and i moved on to worrying over whether i would be able to find a job...now that i HAVE found a job, i feel as if i should feel completely relaxed, but...i'm anything but. i don't want to let my parents or my fiance know how much i'm freaking out but i feel anxious about EVERYTHING--starting my new job, organizing a wedding, future visa applications, deciding what country to live in long term, making friends, healthcare, whether i'll find a dentist that is comparable to mine, not having health insurance if we do move back to the US, the price of buying a house in the UK, getting a driver's license, sorting out the domicile issue on state taxes, and on and on and on! seriously, it's starting to become obsessive how much i find myself googling random information on all of these things throughout the day.
i didn't realize just how hard this last home stretch would be. i'm ready to be over there and am missing my fiance more than ever right now, but i find myself looking around the city and thinking about what i'll miss, what i haven't yet done that i always wanted to, etc. i feel so torn...there's not really anything left for me to do in order to make this move happen. it just sort of is now and it's such a weird concept to grasp after a year of working towards this.