I'm not purposefully making myself miss things. It just happens. And for 10 years I didn't really have anyone to talk to about this. That's why I was happy to find this forum, to chat with others that feel similarly. I fail to see how it's dangerous...it's not a *requirement* to take part, I just assumed I couldn't have possibly been the only one going thru it. For those that don't miss a thing, that's fantastic! Wish I could be there with ya.