Every night everyday on my way to work i see lovers, husbands and relationships going on huggs kissing holding each other..For me its a bitter pill to swallow knowing i will be there, My wife is alone..both her parents are very good to me.it does not take away the loneliness the comfort of having someone you truly love not with you..i understand these things take time, the minutes hours turn into long days. My work keeps me going for now but at the back of my mind i am sad ... my photography takes me into another realm when i come out of it i am back thinking..i have no doubt i know what i wanted and where i want to be and with whom...its just the second which turn into minutes which turn into hours ,,, days nights weeks months..but my love will never change nor can anyone change it .. i love you..ASW..like i said if i die my last words would be i always loved you...no matter what...she knows that
