Hey Neveen, did you see that there are at least 4 people responding who have also felt lonely enough that they felt they had to do something about it.
Yea I see
Sorry it took me a bit to respond been working a lot last few days, I'm feeling a bit better, I think I was just feeling a bit overwhelmed and wanted to air out my angst, I suck at forums tbh, I think this was my second post ever on here and the first one I think was asking about visas or something and then 2 years later my depressing post. Sorry about that, I just need to get out there and try to adapt better.
If anyone is in the West midlands area and wants to hang or chit chat let me know, I live in Dudley.
Thank you to everyone for your kind words, it means a lot, it really does. In a weird way I feel a bit better knowing it can be normal to feel a bit alone in these situations and that it isn't unusual. Thanks again.