So effing screwed

its okay in similar situation with jobs and like i said also maybe i am not supposed to be here..i know of two others that just packed up and left  1 week ago back to Miami.. damn wish i could go to miami..instead..i find people like me have a gun to our head sometimes Lyonaria.say as i do or leave..okay leaving..

I feel sad to hear this, Eddyj! You fought so hard to come here! Is it possible that you need more time to settle in? Sometimes, it takes many months to a year to feel 'at home' anywhere. I understand the difficulty in finding work can be very disheartening but I found the first time I came back, it took me months to get anything and then it was such a crappy salary we had to leave again after about a year and a half! I do hope your time away sorting out your affairs will help you decide where you want to be and I certainly wish you well.

Hey Eddy , I saw an advertisement for a massive jobs fair and thought about you.  Keep an eye on the Metro newspaper or Google it.  Might be s good way for you to talk to some hiring people face to face.