« Reply #649 on: July 07, 2017, 03:10:47 PM »
I was at my lowest this weekend, we initially got a refusal back in February and each time my daughter got her hopes I would be back, it broke my heart all over again. She had it in her head that I would be there for Mother's Day and then her brother's birthday, and we just celebrated the end of Ramadan. It got progressively harder. I missed out on 6 months of my kid's life, can't help but feel like a terrible mom.
Doing the best you can with what you've got is all anybody can do. When she grows up and has her own kids she'll know what you went through. It's a temporary investment of difficulties to gain long term awesomeness (throws good luck at you) ;0)

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