Hello everyone!
I don't think you remember me, I'm Mysh and I'm from Mexico. I registered on here last year and a bit after that I broke up with my english boyfriend so I stopped posting.
Well, call it destiny or I dont know what, but, on december last year I met this guy online. I was a member of a friends and romance group and one day I was bored at the office and decided to have a look and I saw his message, it was short and simple, so I replied to it. He was so adorable! He told me he was from London and I just wanted to stop talking right away, an english guy broke my heart last year and I didnt want to know anything about England anymore! Thank God I didn't do it!
After a month of being chatting and talking on the phone he told me he wanted to come and meet me, a day after that he called and told me he got a ticket to Mexico and would be arriving here in 4 days! Oh my...
He arrived on january 4th. It was very difficult at first. The first couple of days were like hell. He stayed at home with me and my family and of course, after the bad experience I had before they were all very angry about the whole situation.
He was supposed to stay here 1 month, but things went out great so he decided to stay another month. You know, here in Mexico, we have different customes and ideas. My mum and one of my sisters (I have 2) are very old fashion and that made things really bad. We were that unlucky (and stupid, yeah...) that on valentines day, Matt gave my mum a hug and I dont know why but she opened one of his shorts pockets and took out a condom. Dear Lord, it was horrible, horrible, horrible. My mum stopped talking to me and she spent days crying and crying.
Now, he is coming back on May 3rd. and he is going to stay until the end of the year. I told my mum and she kicked me out of the house. She said she doesnt want to see me while he is here.
I've started looking for flats and houses for us, it's being so hard as everyone thinks I'm the worse kind of person, you know, living with yoru boyfriend without being married is a terrible sin
We want to get married, but we both feel is still soon for that and we don't want to rush into things. He even said he'd like to become catholic to have a nice religious wedding (he is jewish).
I am so scared now, the situation is totally new to me. I feel it's a big step, living with someone. It scares me but at the same time it makes me feel so excited. To think in "our" home makes me so happy. I love Matt with all my heart and I really want things to work out. I'd just like to have my family with me to share this happiness. Is it maybe that we can never be completely happy?
Mysh
