I should add that being on medication makes a huge difference in the kind of life they can have. That was a big problem with my brother, and also many people who have it, is thinking they are okay and don't need to be on any meds. At his worst, my brother was the homeless 'crazy' guy on the streets, talking to himself and in another world and court ordered to stay away from his children for five years. Today, he's lived in the same place for two years, been pretty stable for a little longer than that, sees his kids almost every weekend, his daughter loves him to death, and is very involved with our family. It's taken years to finally get a doctor to declare him disabled because of being bi-polar and now he gets benefits and is court mandated to stay on his medication. He also finally has a great support team in the mental health professionals on his case. I don't mean to scare you or anyone who is dealing with that but just wanted to show how important being on medication is. He still has his moments but that usually means his meds need to be altered. A huge difference is that our family, mainly my mother, never gave up on him.