On my way back

Well it's finally come. The day now is nearing....a week or so from now I'm going back to NY for good. I've endured enough emotional abuse from my partner that it's time to go back to everyone I know and love. It's always been hard here but when you've lost the love from the one you need and love more than anything there's nothing left to fight for anymore.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on here. There is so much help you've all given and interesting topics to read over the years. It's really been helpful and kept me grounded.

There's nothing worse as a feeling to almost have to force yourself to leave your home and friends but I've endured too much hardship to continue. I'm done here.

Take care.

Well it's finally come. The day now is nearing....a week or so from now I'm going back to NY for good. I've endured enough emotional abuse from my partner that it's time to go back to everyone I know and love. It's always been hard here but when you've lost the love from the one you need and love more than anything there's nothing left to fight for anymore.

Take care.

Good Luck.  I can relate. 

M, I know you already know this, but I sure am going to miss you!!!!!  I know it's for the best and I wish you the upmost happiness in New York. 

M, I know you already know this, but I sure am going to miss you!!!!!  I know it's for the best and I wish you the upmost happiness in New York. 

Thanks Sheri67. It's hard.

L I know. I'm sorry we never had more time but it is for the best. I just wish it didn't hurt so bad.

I'm sorry you are going through this.  I hope everything works out for the best and your trip home is safe.

I didn't get to know you very well on the forum here, but I do want to give you my well wishes and some heart healing vibes.  I've had my share of heartbreak, too in the past so I know how hard it is.  On to better things, people, and experiences...!

I'm so sorry you've had to endure there. I wish you nothing but the best on your return home.

All the best! Hope you have a smooth time re-adjusting to life in the US.

I'm sorry to read of your struggles. I am glad you are doing what you need to in order to be happy again though. I wish you lots of luck and a safe trip back to New York.

I'm sorry for your heartache.  You sound like a strong woman, good luck. 

i am so sorry to read this, i hope that everything goes well for you, have a safe trip back. be sure to take some time to heal and take care, amy

Good luck to you, I am sure you are doing the right thing and it will be for the best, the toughest bit is to get through this darkness to get to the light at the end of it. Be brave and be strong.

Wishing you all the best for your journey home, sorry things haven't worked out for you here.

Thanks everyone. I know it will eventually be okay but for now I have to uproot my entire life and start over again. If that wasn't hard enough, I have to try and forget and feel everyday life without my boyfriend in it. He makes it easy to want to forget him after the way he's been and the things he's done to me but at the same time I love him just like the first day we met. I just can't be here anymore. I need my family and I want a family and I won't ever get that here. It's going to be a long long road to recovery but I'll get there.

I'm glad you're doing what you need to do, and I wish you the strength and courage to carry through with it. Take good care of yourself.

Safe home.