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I am trying to get everything together for my fiancee visa, and it's an absolute nightmare for so many reasons. I'm worried that my proof of sole responsibility for my son won't be enough, but I definitely can not afford a lawyer. I lost my job a month ago and I haven't been able to find a new one, and it's dipping heavily into the maintenance fees that I so DESPERATELY need to prove that we'll be okay until I can work. If I found a job now I would feel like a jerk because I need to move asap...I refuse to pull my child out of school mid year and plop him in an unfamiliar school. I had to do that once before and I just don't feel like it's fair to do it again. My fiance got layed off a while back so I definitely can't rely on him for any financial support. It seems like there is a new aspect of my crappy situation to factor in each and every day. The worst part is that the stress of this all is turning me into a psycho hose beast and it's sucking the romance right out of the situation. I can't stop thinking about visas for even a day.
Why is it so hard for two people who love each other to be together???
I want to curl in a ball and hide in my closet and never think about visas and budgets and maintenance funds and bank statements again. Actually, I'd rather be chillin' out in England, enjoying a delightful crunchie and watching bbcthree....but I'm so afraid that it's impossible.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(I know that it's really hard for most everyone, people have gotten through it with many more strikes against them, I'm sure. I just had to get that out. Thanks for listening.)