Season Greetings to All:
As you know that is if anyone knew from before i was having a hellish time fitting in and finding a job, it stressed me to the point that i over came with sadness and decided to go back to Canada(Toronto) not even looking out for my wife, it was a bit selfish..but we both were stressed she thinking i had someone else me thinking this is hell, but the moment i came back working in IT it all started over, her family was missing me i was missing them..we had good times beautiful times but i never thought of that..the summer was beautiful we went out me my wife and step daughter.. Rufford abbey ..i want those days back.. I will be coming back Jan 18 or the 25 new mind new thinking, half the battle is customizing my self to the ways there going from a big city to a small town what hurt me..i could go out here anytime there my space was the canal..and my photography.. but i have trained my to accept what i can control and let the rest fall where it may..
cheers to all and to any who are going through what i am...hang in there don"t go anywhere, just go take a walk listen to music to just read a book go into your space and be happy
Cheers all
Eddy
