i don’t see this as an option. my mental state has reached a point that i am suicidal without my dog. plus shipping pets cost more than i have.
I don't know what advice you're expecting to get from us, to be honest. There is no possible way for you to legally stay in the UK with your dog. It's not gonna happen, so if you're looking for an easy solution here, there isn't one.
You cannot qualify for a visa to stay, and you can't remain here as an overstayer, with no money, no passport, unable to work, no access to the NHS etc... that's no kind of life at all.
So, I'm sorry, but you don't really have any other options here.
You need to return to the US, so either:
- you arrange for your dog to go back to the US ahead of you, and then you get yourself back to the US
OR
- you go back to the US without your dog