I'm trying to stay upbeat and positive, but how, when I have nothing to keep my mind off of it? To make things worse, my son's birthday party is this Friday and no one is going, even though it's meant to be a going away party too. My family doesn't understand that I don't know my time frame, only "anytime between now and the middle of August". My son thinks it's a party for his cousin, it's meant to be a surprise party, so he's got his hopes up, but I'm going to have to cancel his potential last birthday here. Sorry, I just had to vent that, because everyone here understands the timeframe thing.