Congrats, i think you guys accomplished what you set out to do. You have all deterded me from thinking about England as a place to settle down and work and live and so on. I guess i may have been the one also with a stupid dream. A dream that england was still the place i thought it once was, but i guess not. And you guys seem to like that fact, well good for you all, i am happy for you. But for me i think is world, meaning this time we live in, is not meant for people like me, i am of the old cut of the leather. I was hoping to find a piece of it in enlgand still, but apparently not. I got to be honest it feels bad, but what the hell I guess.
Well i will be visiting London in the spring i have it all arranged. Now i kinda wish i didnt do it. I was hoping to check the place out with a "buyers eye" but now i dont know. I think i just sunk alot of money into a holiday that will be painful. Well such is life i suppose. This is what happens when you are basically living as a gypsy. It is a hard life, becuase you dont fully relate to anyone culture and dont fully relate to your own heritage's culture either, it called confusion. A type of confusion like a multi racial person can feel, when he or she cant relate fully to either race. Although, i am of the English culture, I am not fully seen as being "English", because i dont look like the common American. That is why i said many times i am not angainst different races living among each other, just keep the bloody culture proper and pure. Even though i am not of a different race, I am not exactly the poster child for America either.
Like i said a stupid dream i suppose.