Who is counting down to September with me.

Thanks you guys!!   

I know it will get better!!  Yes - the work thing will be over soon, but I know there will be another crisis down the road.  Unfortunately or fortunately, he is in a very high position and has to make decisions that greatly influence the company.  So there will always be something.  It's just been a difficult few weeks.  I was busy and had a little of a health scare and not having him to talk to and available makes it all harder.

I get sad because I miss my "Good Morning" messages every morning, my mid-day text's and our nightly calls.  I get frustrated because we can't talk about us or make plans until the work thing is sorted.  Plus - I'm impatient!!!  I'm also sad because our initial timeline had me living there by the start of World Cup and that starts next week so it's a constant reminder how far behind we are.

Aless - I know how you feel.  I also feel like I'm always the one calling and emailing and I barely get a response. 

I'm hoping the flow comes soon!!!!

You hang in there Mekaw....when you feel that way shoot me a PM you can rant/whine/cheer to me anytime

I hit a milestone I completly forgot about.  It is my 9th Anniversary with Roy (that is 9 months).

thanks 

Congrats on your milestone!!!

I'm in an ebb today.   

DF's sister just told me he's in the hospital.  Not entirely sure why...all I know right now is they're keeping him overnight because his heart is beating too fast.  She said he'll be fine, and I'm sure he will be...but I hate being so far away when stuff like this happens.   

Well yesterday was the 1st, and starting a new month is always good - it means you just got through another one!

I'm in an ebb today.   

DF's sister just told me he's in the hospital.  Not entirely sure why...all I know right now is they're keeping him overnight because his heart is beating too fast.  She said he'll be fine, and I'm sure he will be...but I hate being so far away when stuff like this happens.   

Hugs, Candice- that's got to be hard.  Hopefully everything will be fine and there's only a few months left until you're with him for good!

I'm in an ebb today.   

DF's sister just told me he's in the hospital.  Not entirely sure why...all I know right now is they're keeping him overnight because his heart is beating too fast.  She said he'll be fine, and I'm sure he will be...but I hate being so far away when stuff like this happens.   

Candice, that is horrible.  I hate not being able to be there when bad things happen.  Is his family in the area so that they can at least be there with him?  Be sure to let us know how things go. 

Thanks, ladies.    I'm feeling a bit better today.  I got to talk to him last night for about 5 minutes.  He seemed more annoyed than anything.  I think his first words were something like, "I'm fine!  They're just being paranoid and insisting on keeping me overnight.  They were going to let me go, but then they changed their minds.  *mutter mutter*"

His family isn't in the area, nope.  He's in Loughborough (though currently in Leicester), sister is in Norwich, and parents/extended family are in Worcestershire.  But since it's the weekend, his parents might be able to make the trip up there.  He didn't say anything about it, but it just seems like something they'd do.

He said they should be letting him go home today.  And silly me, I'm up at 5 AM since it's already 1 PM over there.  I also have my dad's surprise birthday party later this evening...but that'll be after he's probably already gone to bed.

Well that's good news!  All the best.

Very strange...they still have no idea why his heart was beating so fast!  He got discharged a couple of hours ago, and says he's felt perfectly fine since around 6 PM yesterday.  His parents did make the drive up to see him, and took him home from the hospital.    But apparently he's completely okay.

So, I am once again cheered up by the fact that tomorrow marks 149 days left.  That's another 10 day increment just about over!

Edited because "other" and "over" are not the same thing.  Stupid typo demons getting into my keyboard again!

Gosh Candice - how scary! I know how difficult it is to be away from each other at times like these.  I'm happy to hear that he's been released.  Does he have to have any tests done?

On the good front - 149 days....or 14.9, 10 day increments!  That's gonna to FLY!

He has to go back to Leicester in 10 days.  All of the A&E people were apparently fascinated with him because they couldn't figure out what was causing it.

Woooo!  14.9 10 day increments.  Not too much longer now.   

I was ebbing most of Thursday and just about on the verge of losing my mind.  Everything is just so stressful and somethings have changed it just was all crushing down on me and I felt like I couldn't breathe for a hot min.  I was even stupid enough to ask DF for a weekend break, you know not a break from us as a couple but more of a break from the wedding/move/money nightmare to just do out own thing and not have to worry about the enigma that is  "US".  Well that went over like a lead balloon, I even had my friends say "What the hell were you thinking?"  I  don't know I just will give anything for a little relaxtion at this moment.....

So last night I treated to a night on the town last night.  OH BOY....it was fantastic!!  All I can say ladies is I STILL HAVE IT!!!!  Ha Ha.  I love Roy very much and in no way did Ido anything to question my fidelity to him (or is it for him) but I think it feels good when someone tells you that you are attractive (especially since I haven't been feeling that way a lot lately even though DF constantly tells me I am).  It was just nice to kick back and not think of everything that is going on for a night.  So the flow is back.....until Monday!!!!

How is everyone else?

Candice I am so gald everything is ok now...althought he sounds like my Dad when he is in the hospital.

that's great, Zeus.  Sometimes you just need to get out in the world and take a breather.  It's also always nice to find out that there's still plenty of nice blokes out there - you just happened to have already been snagged by one! (Good for the ego)